I am feeling oh-so-blah-bluek-bluuhhh

Whatever it is, it's definitely not because it's that 10th time of the year again. Somehow, that familiar paranoia crept upon me like that quiet cockroach in the corner waiting to pounce on one of my limbs and frighten me out of my wits. Yes...it's that ugly feeling I get when I lodged myself somewhere in the time tunnel and get stuck for ages. How do I define a time tunnel? In a cartoonish way of explaining it would be - the passageway that throws you around through time and makes your eyes go swirly, and then regurgitates you into somewhere that is so unfamiliar.

This feeling has been clinging to me like grime - I feel uncomfortable. I want a change, but what kind change? *stares again into blank space*

I have been thinking of flipping my current routine upside down just for the sake of changing. But most of the time, it's easier said than done. Thank you Bartolomeo Cristofori for inventing the piano. At least I have temporal escapades whenever I felt like it.

Maybe I should switch jobs? Switch my address? Switch the regular Joes and Janes for a new group of Tom and Marys? Switch my hair colour?(already did that and blondes don't have all the fun) Switch my wardrobe?

!@#$%^ What am I missing?

I've got myself a long, long list of Japanese restaurants in the Klang Valley!

...and now I'm sharing it :P
List of Japanese restaurants

My new other blog

Hi friends, I made a new blog that documents all the things I'm learning at work, and at play...feel free to drop by http://nowhereilearnthat.blogspot.com/

(^__^)

The Many Great Joys of being a Single Schmingle..

..based on previous experiences..
No other half to tell me what to wear.

I can sacrifice my long hair whenever I like or grow it back till it reaches my toes if I want it too.

My money is mine..

Have plenty of time to myself to pursue whatever and whenever I like it.

Spend almost the whole day playing the Sims 3 and dramatise their lives.

Play the guitar, and then the piano, and then the guitar, and then the piano...

Able to go out and meet different people without having a jealous partner.

Able to go out and meet different people without having them to ask me why didn't I bring my partner..

Don't have to pretend to be dumb because there's no other half to shut me up in the midst of a stimulating conversation to prove his point leaving me speechless

Wouldn't be told off by the elders if I don't know how to cook.

Inconsistency would not be rendered an evil trait.

Can hang out with the boys at work just foosballing, wii-ing , strumming or singing. (I luv y'all !!)

I can go on a holiday and not think about home for a whole week.

Can dance with anybody I want at a party.

Stay up late at night just to score a notch up on games in facebook.

Go shopping anytime and spend on anything I fancy, coz again, my money is all mine...

Available at any time for a couple of drinks or movies with friends.

Don't have to share somebody else's depression..

Feeling refreshed every time I wake up in the morning because it's a brand new day!

Have many, many goals at the same time and there's no one in the way.

Holidays are enjoyable even if I have to be at home alone - I have my otaku stuff and the TV, surf the web although there's probably no one to chat with

I have my own, special time any hour I want it.

Lucky for me I still have my great buddies around most of the time to organise makan-makan or coffee sessions

It does feel lonely at times and it sucked, but never for long!!! (Imagine being tied to someone and be left alone.......bleh...that must feel really bad.)

P/S: That said, all of the do's and don'ts above really wouldn't matter if I happen to find the right person to let me BE MYSELF - however, there's been some difficulty in meeting one such person at the right time, because - they are either always trying to control me, or they appeared at the wrong time. So, let's be single for now! :D Thank you mommy and daddy for the tireless support of your daughter as a single individual, and for reminding me that I have the total rights to my true happiness in life - I am SO GLAD I have you guys for parents :)

A Silent Cry For Help

Face study #2

When you are pensive, your eyes stare blankly or dreamily into space and your head tips slightly to one side as though you are absorbed in trying to catch on a thought, ignoring your surroundings.

Face study #1

When you are happy, your eyes crinkle, your lips curve upwards and you may throw a quizzical look with those tiny folds above the eyebrows if you find something absurd - like, "Huh? Hahahhaa...".

No mind..don't mind?

[source: the last samurai]

Nobutada: Please forgive, too many mind.

Nathan Algren: Too many mind?

Nobutada: Hai. Mind the sword, mind the people watch, mind the enemy, too many mind... [pause] No mind.

Which is worse?

a. slave
b. unneeded

Waiting.....

Yesh, I yam waiting for the most exciting event to come this week....

COMPUTER REFORMATTING!!!!

p/s: You must be thinking what the...? But with the time saved by leveraging  of manpower for doing such tedious/menial task (which means I don't have to do it!) I shall once again have the opportunity to reinstall all the corrupted drawing/graphics application and lolipoops shall resurrect in all of her illustration splendour and glory and once more the world shall not be deprived of another aesthetically-pleasing blog that soothes the soul of the depressed reader who may have had an atrocious day at work, and  who shall again smile and laugh in joy upon the daily, weekly, or biweekly dose of my  graphical entries, that induces the release of the happy endorphine that everyone should experience sporadically at any time of any calendar month where the spectacular display of positive emotion being embraced by the reader whole-heartedly is good enough a motivational tool for lolipoops to continue blogging and that is why lolipoops is definitely looking forwards to having the PC to be deconstructed and removed byte by byte before installing the newer version of OS that gives life to this very blog that rides on the newer and higher speed of online data access provided by waimeks, so begone stlimix, thou shalt not prove to be a bane to lolipoops anymore, and by ending this very long p/s allow me, first and  foremost to express my deepest and most heartfelt gratitude to my little brother who has made all these reformatting and waimeks possible, I owe it all to you.